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i would love to get a rosary from you but i have no idea of what i want, i just want it from you </3
We could make something in the color or visual aesthetic you enjoy then, or something from the supplies I already have. Once I have a spot open I am certain we could figure something out. đź“ż
Cruoreye replied
2 days ago
what is your religion ?
I practice a little bit of everything that comes to me and work with whoever comes to me.
Cruoreye replied
6 days ago
I love your voice very much! You're so likeable and charming. Thank you for sharing. I'm so happy.
Thank you for listening, I am glad you enjoy it (and my person), as well as to be able to share it with kind people. I am still not used to talking so much in this way however, people liking it has been helping. Everyone who waited to hear me have awaited it in the end.
The streams have been quite enjoyable for me as well so this proved to be a good time all around. 🕯️ Cruoreye replied 6 days ago
The streams have been quite enjoyable for me as well so this proved to be a good time all around. 🕯️ Cruoreye replied 6 days ago
Have you ever thought of doing an art collab with your churchgoers?
I thought about it, although it is unlikely to happen. The same reason why I closed drawing commissions, I am very particular about drawing and forcing myself to make something I do not feel like making, even though I objectively like the idea of making it, makes me want to cease drawing altogether. So yes, I have thought about it, but I do not think it is for me. So drawing little interactions I have with some people from time to time is as far as it will go with me I think.
Cruoreye replied
6 days ago
PS: Hearing you interact with the chat certainly wasn't an experience I ever expected to be a part of in this lifetime. I hope you will go live again one day.
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That is alright, I was live for quite some time and I know people had other matters to tend to so I did not expect anyone to stay around for the entire time. I appreciate you coming for how long you did.
I was not either, but you know, I started questioning what I would like to experience and what stops me from doing so, then why do I value that which stops me and concluded I value some concepts which do not serve me. So here we are with me speaking to you - it was an enjoyable time. I have been talking about something like this with various people throughout the years, so I also thought to myself, why not simply be the catalyst in what everyone wants for us to be a part of.
I will certainly go live again at some point. Likely sooner rather than later.
And thank you. I am having some coffee now waiting for Sweet Bun to pick us up and we are off to my sirens (earthly) domain. Cruoreye replied 13 days ago
That is alright, I was live for quite some time and I know people had other matters to tend to so I did not expect anyone to stay around for the entire time. I appreciate you coming for how long you did.
I was not either, but you know, I started questioning what I would like to experience and what stops me from doing so, then why do I value that which stops me and concluded I value some concepts which do not serve me. So here we are with me speaking to you - it was an enjoyable time. I have been talking about something like this with various people throughout the years, so I also thought to myself, why not simply be the catalyst in what everyone wants for us to be a part of.
I will certainly go live again at some point. Likely sooner rather than later.
And thank you. I am having some coffee now waiting for Sweet Bun to pick us up and we are off to my sirens (earthly) domain. Cruoreye replied 13 days ago
Thank you for the stream, it was really nice to watch you crafting. Sorry I wasn't around to say goodbye at the end. Hope you enjoy your trip tomorrow ~N
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Cruoreye replied
13 days ago
sorry to be a bother, but would it be possible to upload the (upcoming) streams with the live chat included? it would be easier to keep track of what you are replying to that way. (when you go live [Edit], [Customization], [live chat replay])
[2] as far as I have read it is setting up for all future live streams, so I am hoping that all of the next one will have the chat replay on. I am sorry for the inconvenience, I did not know.
Cruoreye replied
13 days ago
sorry to be a bother, but would it be possible to upload the (upcoming) streams with the live chat included? it would be easier to keep track of what you are replying to that way. (when you go live [Edit], [Customization], [live chat replay])
I thought it would do that automatically, I had no idea that I had to manually set that up. It does not seem to be possible from my phone, and I have to go into a web browser to set it up. I set it up now, however I do not know whether it will show for all future streams. Which I am hoping for. So if you know whether I set it up once or whether I have to manually do so every single time, I would be glad to know.
I have the YouTube studio app on my phone, yet I cannot find that option in it anywhere unless I go into the browser. Which is a little irritating. Cruoreye replied 13 days ago
I have the YouTube studio app on my phone, yet I cannot find that option in it anywhere unless I go into the browser. Which is a little irritating. Cruoreye replied 13 days ago
I am contemplating making 400+ accounts on Instagram to let you go live on stream. We would do so much to ensure Father Cruo has everything for their sermons, you can not believe.
I cherish the sentiment and will to aid me, truly, but please do not attempt to do so. A few other people have offered to help which I am grateful for.
I may as well update: I asked my provider today about this ad they first said I should be able to verify my YouTube account via email only since they did it like this in studio; this is not the case. At least not anymore. Aside from this I have no restrictions so even they do not know why Google will not send me the verification code. I could have waited to have a word with them again for them to try to directly help me do this, however there were so many people there and I was too tired to wait another hour to ask another question so I left. I may ask them again when I find myself there at some point in time if I do not manage to solve the issue before.
A friend of mine offered for me to verify over their number, the issue with which is that in the worst case scenario my account could be terminated since you are not supposed to verify other peoples accounts. I may play around with the YouTube studio some more but ultimately I have no idea why I have this issue nor does anyone else, seemingly. Which is, just truly unfortunate.
Unlikely option number two is succumb and stream on main.
Option number three is wait as I mentioned, however I would not want to force anyone to follow my alt account just for this, since they already may not be interested in seeing the rest I post on there.
And in truth I wanted to, if I already cannot stream art on my alt and jewelry on my connected account, to have all of the streams on YouTube properly labeled and in one place.
So I am uncertain how to fix this issue, which I would like to do.
One of the providers said I could change my number but that would be a hassle to deal with, and I already do not know whether the same issue will occur again, so it is not a promise of success. I truly do not know.
I still would like to go live and draw or make jewelry, and I already would have days ago was I able to. I do not know when I will since everything seems to be against me doing so. If I find a way, you will know. If only instagram did not change the requirements, but alas. Cruoreye replied 17 days ago
I may as well update: I asked my provider today about this ad they first said I should be able to verify my YouTube account via email only since they did it like this in studio; this is not the case. At least not anymore. Aside from this I have no restrictions so even they do not know why Google will not send me the verification code. I could have waited to have a word with them again for them to try to directly help me do this, however there were so many people there and I was too tired to wait another hour to ask another question so I left. I may ask them again when I find myself there at some point in time if I do not manage to solve the issue before.
A friend of mine offered for me to verify over their number, the issue with which is that in the worst case scenario my account could be terminated since you are not supposed to verify other peoples accounts. I may play around with the YouTube studio some more but ultimately I have no idea why I have this issue nor does anyone else, seemingly. Which is, just truly unfortunate.
Unlikely option number two is succumb and stream on main.
Option number three is wait as I mentioned, however I would not want to force anyone to follow my alt account just for this, since they already may not be interested in seeing the rest I post on there.
And in truth I wanted to, if I already cannot stream art on my alt and jewelry on my connected account, to have all of the streams on YouTube properly labeled and in one place.
So I am uncertain how to fix this issue, which I would like to do.
One of the providers said I could change my number but that would be a hassle to deal with, and I already do not know whether the same issue will occur again, so it is not a promise of success. I truly do not know.
I still would like to go live and draw or make jewelry, and I already would have days ago was I able to. I do not know when I will since everything seems to be against me doing so. If I find a way, you will know. If only instagram did not change the requirements, but alas. Cruoreye replied 17 days ago
I am curious, how does your bed look like? Is it similar to how any of the others keep their beds?
Interesting question, one of the most personal spaces. In a manner it is similar to many of Their beds, in a manner different. I like to keep it comfortable as many of Them do, though aside from this it is fairly simple. I have a few plushies on the bed gifted to me by friends over the years. I am not used to sleeping with them so I do not remember to hold them often but they are there for emotional support. Aside from this, all of my bedding is bedding Doctor Guy gave me, so that is a large comfort factor for me. When I change the bedding completely, I like to put a few drops of lavender oil onto the mattress or spray some lavender mist I made before going to sleep. It relaxes me and feels good to both Sirena and I, so I feel more connected to Him (who is already so heavily dream oriented).
I also like to make the space before going to sleep comfortable for me, so candles, incense, dimmed colored light and such.
When They had the ability, the majority made their beds and surrounding area as soothing as they could since they already had trouble with sleeping more often than not, and comfortable looked very different for each. Cruoreye replied 17 days ago
I also like to make the space before going to sleep comfortable for me, so candles, incense, dimmed colored light and such.
When They had the ability, the majority made their beds and surrounding area as soothing as they could since they already had trouble with sleeping more often than not, and comfortable looked very different for each. Cruoreye replied 17 days ago
I’m curious about what do you do with food offerings afterwards? Do you throw them away or eat it or something else?
I eat the food. It has been specifically instructed that the point of the offering is for Them to, let us say, eat the Ka or the soul of the food and I eat the physical aspect of the offering. I also, only offer food in this manner to the deities.
In ancient Egypt priests would take the offered food and bring it to their families so it may be why this is how it works for us here, although I know in some practices people see it as more respectful to bury the food or discard of it in some other specific manner.
The water I offer I use to water the plants or place in a bowl I out outside for the birds when I change it. How long the water or food is on the altar I decide on by feeling.
When it comes to other spirits, none by now have been interested in this sort of an offering and I work with Them differently. Some are not interested in food at all. Some have an affinity for certain foods and when I have access to it and feel They are interested, I tend to channel the one interested so They can experience it through me. Similar to channeling when They write through me, only here They take in the sensation.
So it is again, a shared experience, even if it starts as me just wanting to give Them something.
I did this since Red was around actually. They liked chocolate on some occasions. And lately I have consumed more fish than I did in the last ten years I feel like, considering I usually do not eat it. Oddly did not make me ill at all.
It is always the ones you would assume would want to do this last that love it, I will tell you.
Depends from person to person, this is how I do it. And at the end of the day, whatever practice it is, it tends to depend on the individual (type of) being you/I work with.
My work with Them has never been me asking anything of Them, more so simply developing a relationship with Them and aiding Them in any way I am able, while allowing Them to give me what They feel is necessary or needed, if They do. Or for said relationship to do so. I inadvertently receive something from everyone I meet, spirit or human, without asking for anything to be given. When you are true to your own self I think that happens naturally.
Unrelated tangent but, it is me. Cruoreye replied 28 days ago
In ancient Egypt priests would take the offered food and bring it to their families so it may be why this is how it works for us here, although I know in some practices people see it as more respectful to bury the food or discard of it in some other specific manner.
The water I offer I use to water the plants or place in a bowl I out outside for the birds when I change it. How long the water or food is on the altar I decide on by feeling.
When it comes to other spirits, none by now have been interested in this sort of an offering and I work with Them differently. Some are not interested in food at all. Some have an affinity for certain foods and when I have access to it and feel They are interested, I tend to channel the one interested so They can experience it through me. Similar to channeling when They write through me, only here They take in the sensation.
So it is again, a shared experience, even if it starts as me just wanting to give Them something.
I did this since Red was around actually. They liked chocolate on some occasions. And lately I have consumed more fish than I did in the last ten years I feel like, considering I usually do not eat it. Oddly did not make me ill at all.
It is always the ones you would assume would want to do this last that love it, I will tell you.
Depends from person to person, this is how I do it. And at the end of the day, whatever practice it is, it tends to depend on the individual (type of) being you/I work with.
My work with Them has never been me asking anything of Them, more so simply developing a relationship with Them and aiding Them in any way I am able, while allowing Them to give me what They feel is necessary or needed, if They do. Or for said relationship to do so. I inadvertently receive something from everyone I meet, spirit or human, without asking for anything to be given. When you are true to your own self I think that happens naturally.
Unrelated tangent but, it is me. Cruoreye replied 28 days ago
Was doctor guy present throughout your childhood?
No, not really. He wanted to be but alas.
Cruoreye replied
31 days ago
Were you born in the year of the snake? If so, do you recon Emerald has something to do with it?
I was yes. In Chinese horoscope I am a Snake. However, I am uncertain of the significance this has.
I have always had a connection with snakes and a liking to them since an early age. My skin also, I like to say it is either fish or snake skin, and everything snakes represent truly resonates with me.
Same as my Sekkers and Sirens have a soul bond with an animal (Nivan with dogs/wolves, Medusa with sharks and Sirena with whales), my soul bond I always found would be with snakes.
Emerald is to this day the most difficult entity to describe I have worked with, as they embody multiple concepts, they are a concept with a mind of their own, rather than having a person.
Emerald is transformation, life and healing, yet also the pain of an end one must rise from and experience that transformation through. They are the color green and they are emotions. They hold many different forms, three of which I have drawn (fourth the sketch of which I never finished) as we worked with each other, they begun to embody my spirit animal or totem, for the lack of a better word. My soul bond animal, being the snake. They specifically embody that aspect of the medicine and poison being the same substance depending on the dosage of it.
I reckon many people have an “Emerald” of a sort. Because the form of them with an endless number of masks I drew, through which they enter different people, means different people posses a part of them within themselves. Yet not all, and this I never quite figured out; what that something in people “Emerald” is.
I cannot say whether the year I was born in has something to do with my connection with snakes and Emerald at the end of the day, however I do believe circumstances of your birth hold some significance, I just do not know how large of an impact they have on your being.
So, possibly, is my answer. I just never much thought about it in regards to my birth year, more so just my connection to the animal I have always possessed. Cruoreye replied 35 days ago
I have always had a connection with snakes and a liking to them since an early age. My skin also, I like to say it is either fish or snake skin, and everything snakes represent truly resonates with me.
Same as my Sekkers and Sirens have a soul bond with an animal (Nivan with dogs/wolves, Medusa with sharks and Sirena with whales), my soul bond I always found would be with snakes.
Emerald is to this day the most difficult entity to describe I have worked with, as they embody multiple concepts, they are a concept with a mind of their own, rather than having a person.
Emerald is transformation, life and healing, yet also the pain of an end one must rise from and experience that transformation through. They are the color green and they are emotions. They hold many different forms, three of which I have drawn (fourth the sketch of which I never finished) as we worked with each other, they begun to embody my spirit animal or totem, for the lack of a better word. My soul bond animal, being the snake. They specifically embody that aspect of the medicine and poison being the same substance depending on the dosage of it.
I reckon many people have an “Emerald” of a sort. Because the form of them with an endless number of masks I drew, through which they enter different people, means different people posses a part of them within themselves. Yet not all, and this I never quite figured out; what that something in people “Emerald” is.
I cannot say whether the year I was born in has something to do with my connection with snakes and Emerald at the end of the day, however I do believe circumstances of your birth hold some significance, I just do not know how large of an impact they have on your being.
So, possibly, is my answer. I just never much thought about it in regards to my birth year, more so just my connection to the animal I have always possessed. Cruoreye replied 35 days ago
did you get around to the blue glass paint by chance? feel free to only reply to this once you have, thank you for your time!
Thank you for your interest, it has slipped my mind completely.
I did and the paint does give a blue glow to the light, however it dims down the effect a lot so the candle from the inside has to be leger or in some manner more intense for the light to be visible. I painted two holders I have and use one of them, it is a shame. If I had better paint perhaps, I just managed to find an all surface one. Though I reckon people who paint glass use some special sort which does not create a thick layer over it.
Or if you wish to paint a holder which holds a lightbulb, it would work well. But not so much for what I wanted it.
My search for a cobalt glass holder continues. I really just wish for a holder for the Center of the altar in front of the siren statue I can use tea lights or some easily available candle type in, so I have the blue light there all the time and I do not need to get different candles. I like it as it is now but since that one blue graveyard candle, I could not stop thinking about it.
Or Imagine a blue stained glass holder. Would be so beautiful. I have been thinking about that since starting my search because of Sirena’s association with a priest (or multiple…) and comfort found there. Cruoreye replied 36 days ago
I did and the paint does give a blue glow to the light, however it dims down the effect a lot so the candle from the inside has to be leger or in some manner more intense for the light to be visible. I painted two holders I have and use one of them, it is a shame. If I had better paint perhaps, I just managed to find an all surface one. Though I reckon people who paint glass use some special sort which does not create a thick layer over it.
Or if you wish to paint a holder which holds a lightbulb, it would work well. But not so much for what I wanted it.
My search for a cobalt glass holder continues. I really just wish for a holder for the Center of the altar in front of the siren statue I can use tea lights or some easily available candle type in, so I have the blue light there all the time and I do not need to get different candles. I like it as it is now but since that one blue graveyard candle, I could not stop thinking about it.
Or Imagine a blue stained glass holder. Would be so beautiful. I have been thinking about that since starting my search because of Sirena’s association with a priest (or multiple…) and comfort found there. Cruoreye replied 36 days ago
Your speech to text discovery made me realise that it works the other way around as well. Nothing can stop me now from keeping up with your novel entries on Pixiv. Thank you Father, for helping us all use technology for such noble purposes.
This has not even occurred to me. Technology sceptic helps people use technology. My, you will truly have your own sermon like this now.
Speaking of the notes, I posted a new set some days ago and yet I feel like I have not edited them in a month. The Two are truly taking all my attention and focus so the notes may be a bit all over the place for the moment and I am not writing a third of what I think about, the moment which lasted the last month and a half. Though I hope to calibrate eventually. Cruoreye replied 36 days ago
Speaking of the notes, I posted a new set some days ago and yet I feel like I have not edited them in a month. The Two are truly taking all my attention and focus so the notes may be a bit all over the place for the moment and I am not writing a third of what I think about, the moment which lasted the last month and a half. Though I hope to calibrate eventually. Cruoreye replied 36 days ago
