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Have you become more social able within the last few years? Ive noticed it had seemed like you've hung out with people on your story.
Within the last year in fact. I still do prefer to stay home with my spirits however, I have met people who I feel comfortable enough being around so when the occasional opportunity arises, I sometimes go somewhere with them.
It also helps a lot, the fact that the people know what I am like and know about Them, so they will not force me to do something I feel uncomfortable with and will include Them in their own way, which I cherish a lot. Someone knowing about and including my spirit family in what we do makes me more eager to be around them.
I will never be extroverted and I do have issues with anxiety still/some panic attacks when I become too overwhelmed but it is not nearly as severe as it was just a year ago. I could not do any of what I am doing now back then. I would say about 50% of my anxiety went away when I came here.
Suppose when you feel better mentally you are more eager to try new things and be around other people, instead of isolating yourself from everyone and everything. The people I met appreciating me as I am helps a lot.
It is mostly going out for a coffee with Doctor Guy or something with V or đš.
When we do see each other, Adrian prefers to come to my church nowadays since he finds it very comfortable and there are not too many people around as there tend to be out. So I am more comfortable as well.
You will never see me at The Clubâ˘, but you will see me standing in the river on a farm during solstice and choosing Fissh offerings (lavender, candles and rum) for my spirits with friends. Or choosing altar furniture and petting birds with Sweet Bun.
There is someone out there for everyone.
I need my solitude with Them more than physical company, however I think I always had this desire in me to an extent, to have some in person contact here and there in a way that suits both the person included and myself. âHanging outâ in my priestly way.
Only until recently my environment was not favourable for anything much.
And I was horribly depressed and way too anxiety ridden to do anything except for attempt to exist.
I do not think I became more sociable, I think I finally have the freedom to become who I always was now. Cruoreye replied 3 days ago
It also helps a lot, the fact that the people know what I am like and know about Them, so they will not force me to do something I feel uncomfortable with and will include Them in their own way, which I cherish a lot. Someone knowing about and including my spirit family in what we do makes me more eager to be around them.
I will never be extroverted and I do have issues with anxiety still/some panic attacks when I become too overwhelmed but it is not nearly as severe as it was just a year ago. I could not do any of what I am doing now back then. I would say about 50% of my anxiety went away when I came here.
Suppose when you feel better mentally you are more eager to try new things and be around other people, instead of isolating yourself from everyone and everything. The people I met appreciating me as I am helps a lot.
It is mostly going out for a coffee with Doctor Guy or something with V or đš.
When we do see each other, Adrian prefers to come to my church nowadays since he finds it very comfortable and there are not too many people around as there tend to be out. So I am more comfortable as well.
You will never see me at The Clubâ˘, but you will see me standing in the river on a farm during solstice and choosing Fissh offerings (lavender, candles and rum) for my spirits with friends. Or choosing altar furniture and petting birds with Sweet Bun.
There is someone out there for everyone.
I need my solitude with Them more than physical company, however I think I always had this desire in me to an extent, to have some in person contact here and there in a way that suits both the person included and myself. âHanging outâ in my priestly way.
Only until recently my environment was not favourable for anything much.
And I was horribly depressed and way too anxiety ridden to do anything except for attempt to exist.
I do not think I became more sociable, I think I finally have the freedom to become who I always was now. Cruoreye replied 3 days ago
do you like morays ? theyâre one of my fav fishes :3
I do, very much so. I am fascinated by the second jaw they have in their throat, beautiful deadly fishes.
Cruoreye replied
6 days ago
I'm assuming your black ring on your middle finger is for A$exuality (please correct me if I'm wrong), but is there any meaning behind your thumb ring?
In truth I had no idea it was a symbol of a$exuality, so I learned something new today and this was a fortunate, if not a somewhat ironic, coincidence.
Wearing rings is one thing I wanted to try for a long while and never did, so when I came to Croatia it was another one of the multiple things I started doing after years of wanting to. The one on my middle finger felt the best there so I wear it there, it is made of hematite. I had gotten two many months ago and one of the stone rings is on Nivanâs side of the altar, the second one I wear. So it is sort of the same as when people who are married wear rings. It is me showing my devotion to him. Later on I found the ankh and Eye of Ra rings and I do the same with them, however the eye one I wear on a necklace as not to lose or damage it.
If you recall, I had this beautiful black ring with waves on it on my thumb for a while, however it was big enough on me to slide off one day and I lost it. The one I have now was the only one I found which fits me and was similar enough to the wave one. If I lose that one again I will just accept my fate of not wearing a second ring. It is difficult for me to find rings in the size which fits, most are too large.
The second ring I wear has no special meaning for me, my hands simply feel better when I have multiple rings on them while working with them (except for when I draw). It makes me feel like I have more support on my hand or alike an extension of it, I do not know how to describe it well. Same goes for looking at the black rings I draw on my fingers sometimes, or some tight bracelets.
And it feels even better when one of Them who also wears rings is around.
For instance, Medusa wears a lot of rings and sometimes, when showing me a specific part of a vision regarding him doing something with his hands, I am able to reenact it with more feeling through my hand with the rings because it feels more as his. Cruoreye replied 8 days ago
Wearing rings is one thing I wanted to try for a long while and never did, so when I came to Croatia it was another one of the multiple things I started doing after years of wanting to. The one on my middle finger felt the best there so I wear it there, it is made of hematite. I had gotten two many months ago and one of the stone rings is on Nivanâs side of the altar, the second one I wear. So it is sort of the same as when people who are married wear rings. It is me showing my devotion to him. Later on I found the ankh and Eye of Ra rings and I do the same with them, however the eye one I wear on a necklace as not to lose or damage it.
If you recall, I had this beautiful black ring with waves on it on my thumb for a while, however it was big enough on me to slide off one day and I lost it. The one I have now was the only one I found which fits me and was similar enough to the wave one. If I lose that one again I will just accept my fate of not wearing a second ring. It is difficult for me to find rings in the size which fits, most are too large.
The second ring I wear has no special meaning for me, my hands simply feel better when I have multiple rings on them while working with them (except for when I draw). It makes me feel like I have more support on my hand or alike an extension of it, I do not know how to describe it well. Same goes for looking at the black rings I draw on my fingers sometimes, or some tight bracelets.
And it feels even better when one of Them who also wears rings is around.
For instance, Medusa wears a lot of rings and sometimes, when showing me a specific part of a vision regarding him doing something with his hands, I am able to reenact it with more feeling through my hand with the rings because it feels more as his. Cruoreye replied 8 days ago
sorry for the stupid question, but how does the blue tinted candle holder emit such blue light through the glass? is it coated with something?
The one candle that emitted beautiful blue light was made out of plastic, and I suppose the plastic is made in such a way. Unfortunately I cannot remember where I got that graveyard candle and I cannot find it answered anymore. The plastic sadly starts to burn and melt if used more than once, I tried.
I found a blue glass holder I really like but the glass does not omit blue light, as it often tends to happen. I plan to look for glass paint and coat it in hopes of making it work in such a way.
I think one of the only types of blue glass you can be certain to omit blue tinted light by default if used with a candle is cobalt glass, however anything made out of it is quite difficult to come by nowadays. I was initially searching for a cobalt glass holder but I reckon finding it will be nigh on impossible. Perhaps on the flea market if I ever happen to come across one.
If I find blue paint for glass I shall report on my experiences. Cruoreye replied 12 days ago
I found a blue glass holder I really like but the glass does not omit blue light, as it often tends to happen. I plan to look for glass paint and coat it in hopes of making it work in such a way.
I think one of the only types of blue glass you can be certain to omit blue tinted light by default if used with a candle is cobalt glass, however anything made out of it is quite difficult to come by nowadays. I was initially searching for a cobalt glass holder but I reckon finding it will be nigh on impossible. Perhaps on the flea market if I ever happen to come across one.
If I find blue paint for glass I shall report on my experiences. Cruoreye replied 12 days ago
Did I only dream that your father got a tounge piercing, or did you just delete a previously shared story? If I am speaking nonsense, please ignore my rambling
Neither, it is in one of the posts on my alt. Sweet Bun had it pierced years ago and got it done again recently.
Cruoreye replied
15 days ago
Im a little late to the party but, i hope you managed yet another year, and hopefully someday this wouldn't be how we express the growing old ritual
Be safe, my darling gem. I see that's you've had a lot of positive company around you, that makes me glad. I managed. And this year was the first one during which I did not mind it so much. Cried only once, and had a bad headache, but overall it was fairly peaceful and the people I have around me in person now are truly gifts by themselves. I spent it with my father and spirits, and it was comforting.
The struggle is still ongoing yet it is fascinating how much your environment can affect your ability to withstand it without harming yourself in turn.
I hope you have been doing well enough, I like to see you still around. After nearly a year I finally feel settled here for the time being. Though I always feel like you are looking for the opposite of us. I hope for peace to come to you in the future. Peace of mind. Cruoreye replied 15 days ago
Be safe, my darling gem. I see that's you've had a lot of positive company around you, that makes me glad. I managed. And this year was the first one during which I did not mind it so much. Cried only once, and had a bad headache, but overall it was fairly peaceful and the people I have around me in person now are truly gifts by themselves. I spent it with my father and spirits, and it was comforting.
The struggle is still ongoing yet it is fascinating how much your environment can affect your ability to withstand it without harming yourself in turn.
I hope you have been doing well enough, I like to see you still around. After nearly a year I finally feel settled here for the time being. Though I always feel like you are looking for the opposite of us. I hope for peace to come to you in the future. Peace of mind. Cruoreye replied 15 days ago
Do you like earrings to? If yes which kind of earrings you like the most
I enjoy many different types, however I currently have black spiral gauges.
Cruoreye replied
16 days ago
Please, let me buy a necklace from you, respectfully begging
One of my rosaries? I stopped making them because I would have to order some base materials and that ruined it for me. It is both inconvenient and expensive, although I would like to make more of them and finish the ones I have majorly completed for Them. I donât know.
I wish I could do this and that and the other but unfortunately I only have so much spare time and right now I rather dedicate it entirely to drawing.
I love making the rosaries, it is just expensive to get the supplies. There is a shop which may have some but it is nearly two hours away from me which prevented me from ever going to look at what they have unfortunately.
If you mean some other type of necklace, why so? And which one? Cruoreye replied 17 days ago
I wish I could do this and that and the other but unfortunately I only have so much spare time and right now I rather dedicate it entirely to drawing.
I love making the rosaries, it is just expensive to get the supplies. There is a shop which may have some but it is nearly two hours away from me which prevented me from ever going to look at what they have unfortunately.
If you mean some other type of necklace, why so? And which one? Cruoreye replied 17 days ago
What are your thoughts on strawberry flavored things and Almond flavored things? Not paired, of course.
It *tastes, I meant.
Cruoreye replied
23 days ago
What are your thoughts on strawberry flavored things and Almond flavored things? Not paired, of course.
In general I dislike fruit or similar flavoured foods because it tends to taste like chemical to me.
I donât eat sweets really so I think that also has an effect. If I want something sweet I eat fruit or honey. So now if I eat anything artificially sweet it sounds too sweet and too flavourful for me.
I also donât like to mix food much. So if I want a strawberry I will eat a strawberry. And if I want yoghurt I will have plain yoghurt.
Strawberries and almonds by themselves are alright though.
I offer Them almonds (with honey at on occasion) sometimes. Cruoreye replied 23 days ago
I donât eat sweets really so I think that also has an effect. If I want something sweet I eat fruit or honey. So now if I eat anything artificially sweet it sounds too sweet and too flavourful for me.
I also donât like to mix food much. So if I want a strawberry I will eat a strawberry. And if I want yoghurt I will have plain yoghurt.
Strawberries and almonds by themselves are alright though.
I offer Them almonds (with honey at on occasion) sometimes. Cruoreye replied 23 days ago
what does it say on the red candle in the altar post? on the left, if thatâs okay to ask
When I offer candles I sometimes like to take the empty graveyard candles and write or draw on the plastic outside, then light the candle. On that one it was words of gratitude and similar.
Though I know people also use them for spells or I suppose you could write prayers on them.
I also like to draw sigils or symbols connected to the spirit/s - alternatively I take normal candles without a container and carve the symbols into them. Also a good way to place intention into them if you have no such candles to buy where you are.
They are everywhere here. Cruoreye replied 24 days ago
Though I know people also use them for spells or I suppose you could write prayers on them.
I also like to draw sigils or symbols connected to the spirit/s - alternatively I take normal candles without a container and carve the symbols into them. Also a good way to place intention into them if you have no such candles to buy where you are.
They are everywhere here. Cruoreye replied 24 days ago
Hey, it's Levi, I hope you're doing well. Just wanted to pop in and say your altar set up is beautiful and is motivating me to finally start reading my books on Ancient Egypt and possibly make my own Altar to display my statues. I could show you in DMs?
Likewise. And thank you, it is in a perpetual state of being moved around. Though once one has an altar I reckon they are aware it is never truly finished.
I do not remember/know of your interest in ancient Egypt, curious. I would like to see it if you would like to show me, and I am always in favour of others getting into creating an altar. It is such a personal and fulfilling process, at least for me.
Witnessing others altars is one of my favourite things. Cruoreye replied 27 days ago
I do not remember/know of your interest in ancient Egypt, curious. I would like to see it if you would like to show me, and I am always in favour of others getting into creating an altar. It is such a personal and fulfilling process, at least for me.
Witnessing others altars is one of my favourite things. Cruoreye replied 27 days ago
Loving the comic already! Please continue
I am very glad, and somewhat surprised to be honest. This is the most so many people have been interested in a comic in a while.
Perhaps because I have not made many about Them in said while, though also I know the two of my sea creatures are doing the heavy lifting.
I shall continue for certain, They are eager as am I. Already have it planned in its entirety and the second part sketched out.
Takes me a bit to finish a part but it will all come in due time. đ
Thank you for your interest. Cruoreye replied 28 days ago
Perhaps because I have not made many about Them in said while, though also I know the two of my sea creatures are doing the heavy lifting.
I shall continue for certain, They are eager as am I. Already have it planned in its entirety and the second part sketched out.
Takes me a bit to finish a part but it will all come in due time. đ
Thank you for your interest. Cruoreye replied 28 days ago
Is there some of your followers or churchgoers you feel a closer connection to?
Yes, there are a few people on here I have considered myself being friends with for over 4 years now. Somehow.
And some I would call (close) acquaintances. Cruoreye replied 29 days ago
And some I would call (close) acquaintances. Cruoreye replied 29 days ago
Oh I'm a complete idiot (dyslexic), sorry about the mistake in spelling I didn't notice.
Donât worry, I only say because I have seen multiple people make this typo and it is the one I actually like to point out sometimes. No issue.
Cruoreye replied
30 days ago
