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I understand you don't eat much, but I'm curious, when you do what do you eat? What's a common snack of meal where you live?
I do not know if I am a good person to ask this. What is a popular meal or snack I honestly cannot tell you. People used to make a lot of food from scratch and things like stews and similar, however I do not know if they still do that and whether that was only because I used to live in the countryside for a while. People eat a lot of meat here, and grains.
I lived in Germany for five years and have no idea what people in Germany eat.
In general I have not much knowledge there.
I have what I call a hospital diet. I usually have fruit or steamed vegetables or toast. Or coffee but I guess that is not food.
That is it, I always eat the same thing. It is convenient, I don’t have to think about it. Does not make me sick, takes no time. On occasion I may have some cottage cheese. I used to have oatmeal or polenta sometimes but I have not for a long while now.
Although it often happens I get put off of one or two of these at the time so I eat one thing continuously for a while. Sometimes if I cannot stomach anything mentally and/or physically I will eat baby food.
I do not have the excuse of not knowing how to cook, I can cook well I just don’t if I do not have to for someone else because I see no point in it. It is very mechanical for me.
I do not recommend doing what I do I am not very functional here for multiple reasons. Cruoreye replied 2 days ago
I lived in Germany for five years and have no idea what people in Germany eat.
In general I have not much knowledge there.
I have what I call a hospital diet. I usually have fruit or steamed vegetables or toast. Or coffee but I guess that is not food.
That is it, I always eat the same thing. It is convenient, I don’t have to think about it. Does not make me sick, takes no time. On occasion I may have some cottage cheese. I used to have oatmeal or polenta sometimes but I have not for a long while now.
Although it often happens I get put off of one or two of these at the time so I eat one thing continuously for a while. Sometimes if I cannot stomach anything mentally and/or physically I will eat baby food.
I do not have the excuse of not knowing how to cook, I can cook well I just don’t if I do not have to for someone else because I see no point in it. It is very mechanical for me.
I do not recommend doing what I do I am not very functional here for multiple reasons. Cruoreye replied 2 days ago
2/2 I suppose that wasn't for me to see, but thank you regardless for letting me in. I believe I shared that dream with you here back then, I would not expect you to remember however.
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I am surrounded by many seers so dreams like these do not surprise me. My art is magic as well, so I am in a sense perpetuating it.
To be honest I cannot remember what all I wrote in the notes at this point, I just vaguely know I am way more personal in them nowadays. Thank you for reading when you do.
It is funny in a way. He did not want me to leave to Germany all those years ago, because He knew, even if we did not see each other really. But the person in question did something to make whatever he said irrelevant, and my view on Him was so skewed I myself thought I wanted to leave.
Then once I connected to Krēos, my vision started clearing and I wanted to go back, the person made it difficult to leave. There is so much ridiculous manipulation that was happening here I cannot even explain it.
But alas. We managed.
I do not think I would live through that summer had I stayed a month longer, for one reason or another.
Sometimes I wonder if she is some sort of a karmic debt of mine. Cruoreye replied 11 days ago
I am surrounded by many seers so dreams like these do not surprise me. My art is magic as well, so I am in a sense perpetuating it.
To be honest I cannot remember what all I wrote in the notes at this point, I just vaguely know I am way more personal in them nowadays. Thank you for reading when you do.
It is funny in a way. He did not want me to leave to Germany all those years ago, because He knew, even if we did not see each other really. But the person in question did something to make whatever he said irrelevant, and my view on Him was so skewed I myself thought I wanted to leave.
Then once I connected to Krēos, my vision started clearing and I wanted to go back, the person made it difficult to leave. There is so much ridiculous manipulation that was happening here I cannot even explain it.
But alas. We managed.
I do not think I would live through that summer had I stayed a month longer, for one reason or another.
Sometimes I wonder if she is some sort of a karmic debt of mine. Cruoreye replied 11 days ago
I am lost for words. 3 or some years ago I dreamt with you one summer, of your "life bringer" not letting you leave and demanding you to stay even though you wanted to leave. Reading your entries on Pixiv sort of confirmed that dream.
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Cruoreye replied
11 days ago
Oh. Sorry. I thought that was just a description you made up.
No problem. It happened before.
Cruoreye replied
27 days ago
On your Mors account, you posted game screencaps. What game is that? Thank you.
The Inn Sanity. I posted two posts, says it in the description of the first.
Cruoreye replied
27 days ago
I wish you weren't suffering. It's heartbreaking. Makes me cry. Wish I could help.
I hate to make other people feel the way I feel about some people. I don’t know whether there is event anything in trying to aid myself or whether I am better off ending it. How much would it fix, I don’t know. I am not wise right now.
Thank you for your care and, for what it’s worth, I am sorry. Cruoreye replied 27 days ago
Thank you for your care and, for what it’s worth, I am sorry. Cruoreye replied 27 days ago
Now that I saw it; Novaminsulfon needs a prescription, yes.
If nothing, I will ask the pharmacist to recommend me a few types of the medication and I will give him the list. Perhaps it helps some, both of the meds I looked up of his did not seem to be antacids somehow.
Cruoreye replied
29 days ago
Does the medication require a prescription from a doctor or can it be bought without one?
I unfortunately cannot recall and I reckon it differs here either way because I will not find the exact one I took. We will find out tomorrow.
Cruoreye replied
29 days ago
will you take more eye photos? i love your eyes
Thank you. I can take some again.
Cruoreye replied
33 days ago
The song Be My Guest by Azari reminds me of Mist. The little whistle in that song makes me think of Mist whistling for some reason.
I never considered Mist whistling but I can see it, especially to their cats. Azari’s music overall is heavily associated with Misty.
Cruoreye replied
35 days ago
that metal shirt you're wearing. what does it say? i really like it and was curious
“Stormbreaker”. It is not a name of any band as far as I know, more so looks like Thor on the image.
I got the shirt many years ago now. It is quite old. Cruoreye replied 38 days ago
I got the shirt many years ago now. It is quite old. Cruoreye replied 38 days ago
i know it’s weird to ask now but I randomly remembered - did you ever find out why you had that vertigo episode? and did you ever have a brain scan done afterwards? hope you’re doing better now
You know, I cannot remember how far I updated with that at all thinking about it now.
Conclusion was, after finding out I have low blood pressure, that it was a combination of my blood pressure dropping lower than my body could handle, dehydration (which they said after checking) and exhaustion. Hence why after they gave me some fluids, minerals and I slept for a few hours, I could walk again. So it was nothing really, and my fear of calling the ambulance for nothing came true. Alas. It passed now.
I never got the scan done, however if I had any damage done by the attempt, I would have been aware by now I reckon. As is the case with my teeth.
And thank you. I know I need to have salt and water now, which I suppose is helping it. I still have dizziness here and there but nothing like it was that time, I felt like I was dying. And I have not had fainting spells in a while. So I am doing somewhat better in that regard. Cruoreye replied 42 days ago
Conclusion was, after finding out I have low blood pressure, that it was a combination of my blood pressure dropping lower than my body could handle, dehydration (which they said after checking) and exhaustion. Hence why after they gave me some fluids, minerals and I slept for a few hours, I could walk again. So it was nothing really, and my fear of calling the ambulance for nothing came true. Alas. It passed now.
I never got the scan done, however if I had any damage done by the attempt, I would have been aware by now I reckon. As is the case with my teeth.
And thank you. I know I need to have salt and water now, which I suppose is helping it. I still have dizziness here and there but nothing like it was that time, I felt like I was dying. And I have not had fainting spells in a while. So I am doing somewhat better in that regard. Cruoreye replied 42 days ago
I can see you as a beautiful guy or boy to be honest. Even androgynous.
Thank you. I would say I appear as more androgynous, and it suits me this way.
Cruoreye replied
42 days ago
sorry to be weird but your body is nice. you just look cute, i don't know. magical. i can't even imagine how beautiful you are in real life.
Thank you, you are sweet. I reckon I appear fairly usual past the scarring and my way of dressing, though since everyone is unique in their own way, perhaps there is something to it. I have been called beautiful a few times, however past the symmetrical nature of my facial structure, it is a subjective matter. So you would have to see me to confirm or deny. For now I enjoy to be an amalgamation of visuals and associations in your mind.
The three most used adjectives with me are “cute”, “comfortable looking” and “sad” on here when it comes to myself in general. I always found it amusing in a way, I cannot understand the ‘cute’ but I appreciate it regardless.
(The hand situation we are all well aware of…) Cruoreye replied 50 days ago
The three most used adjectives with me are “cute”, “comfortable looking” and “sad” on here when it comes to myself in general. I always found it amusing in a way, I cannot understand the ‘cute’ but I appreciate it regardless.
(The hand situation we are all well aware of…) Cruoreye replied 50 days ago
Not to make you uncomfortable, but is there a reason you prefer to show your body but not your face?
Not at all, feel free to ask.
I can be anyone when it comes to my body, however my face only I have yet I do not feel connected to it at all.
People tend to associate the person with their face once it is known so I prefer to be tied to it as little as possible, since I view it as not my own and prefer not to have a static form.
My body is just a body like my hair is just my hair. Many people have a similar body to mine as they have similar hair to my own, but nobody except for myself has the facial features I possess.
So to say, comfort.
My face does not matter. My body just so happens to be visible sometimes to an extent. Cruoreye replied 52 days ago
I can be anyone when it comes to my body, however my face only I have yet I do not feel connected to it at all.
People tend to associate the person with their face once it is known so I prefer to be tied to it as little as possible, since I view it as not my own and prefer not to have a static form.
My body is just a body like my hair is just my hair. Many people have a similar body to mine as they have similar hair to my own, but nobody except for myself has the facial features I possess.
So to say, comfort.
My face does not matter. My body just so happens to be visible sometimes to an extent. Cruoreye replied 52 days ago
